dr_dunk: I make up lies to avoid hanging out with people. I don’t know how many people I’ve told random crap just to get out of hanging out with them.
I don’t even do anything when I lie to them…I just prefer to stay inside, on my own, with my own thoughts. It’s not like I particularly detest or dislike these people–these are people I’ve known for years, who I would consider pretty good friends.
I don’t have anyone I would consider my best friend, who I would drop everything for, not even my girlfriend of 3+ years. Don’t know if it’s weird.
It’s a long-distance relationship, but at this point, it seems like a relationship swaddled in comfort, and neither of us feels like committing more than we have or breaking it up.
Just….it’s comfortable. And that’s the way the rest of my life is going. I just recently quit my job, and I’ve started going out less and seeing fewer people around.
In the name of “saving money” and “conserving what finances I have left.” But deep down, I know it’s really because I don’t want to see anyone. Sometimes, I really just want to be left alone.