CynicalRealist: Anyway, I’d mix up weird combinations of food like tomato-flavored tuna and strawberry yogurt and leave it to fester in a warm room for a few days or a week.
I would then eat it. Why? So I’d get food poisoning and lose weight. My family thinks I have a really poor immune system, but I’m just doing it to myself.
This has been happening for the last 2 years or so after I had the stomach flu and lost a ton of weight. I remember looking into the mirror after the episode.
I saw myself being so happy with the flat stomach it gave me. Kind of ironic that the only time I felt beautiful was when I was throwing up my guts.