Firehawk195: I joined a job that is known for being miserable and a good chance of me getting killed. I love it. I was suicidal as a teenager and I gave up, knowing I couldn’t kill myself.
Now I have a good chance of dying without me having to do anything. And to add to the goods, my family would get a whole lot of life insurance money if I got killed, so I could do them a lot of good by becoming a corpse.
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If word ever got out, I’d be in a lot of trouble and probably pulled. I don’t want it. I need this edge or else I fall into a horrible depression. I need the challenge and risk.
For those who guessed, yes I am military.